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Growing in pain and lessons.

There’s nothing much deeper than when you realize that a relationship can hurt you much deeper if you become too intimate with the person that you see. Anyone think that having a relationship is something precious? Yes at first it is, but then once you get into the other side of it, there are so much more of it that you have not discovered… yet.

Trust will always be an issue for anyone to deal with. I wish there could be a moment when you can sit down and forget all the bad things and let it fades away, but unfortunately, that’s not the reality. there are many more aspects and unseen scenario that could come unexpectedly. 

To learn from all these lessons, is it necessary to go through pain first? Pain makes you stronger, not weaker right? so therefore, I hope that this pain is going to be much easier to deal with, not worst. 

Lord make me right. Right now I have millions of things and ideas going through my head and making me worry. I don’t want to worry over some stupid issue that shouldn’t concern my time and wasting my time to think about it. I could use that time to think for myself, and studying Chemistry and make life easier, and leave room for positivity. I have no time for negativity. Those will only drag me down, not lifting me up any better.

# just a typical monday.